finally i feel almost nothing. i love it. like a robot. that’s not to say i don’t cry or get mad anymore. but it’s not so powerful and seems quite distant at times, like i’m just doing it from habit rather than heart.
i was told that i don’t have a heart. thank god. humans only break hearts. i’m done with broken. no more broken promises. i will honor and respect you. respect me or be erased from my life.